lost

I feel very lost.

I wish to turn back time. But, I know within myself that, even if i can really turn back time, I won't change anything. That's me. That's who I am. I can't change it. I don't want to force myself to keep up. It tires me. I feel like I'm forced or pressured to do it.

But, I don't know. It is my fault, and solely mine that it's falling out. Maybe, maybe I want it to fall out. I just don't know. I feel bad and guilty but really, it's difficult - at least for me.

Is it wrong to go separate ways?



I have been a loner, and have always been.