recurring dreams

I've just spent 2 hours google-ing on dreams. I'm being dragged down emotionally by the dreams. I used to dream about you once or twice in a month, but now it's 3 to 4 times in a week. It's becoming more constant these days and and when i wake up, it hits me so badly because it was so real, like you're really there, talking and being next to me. It's always about the same thing...

I'm not even sure which is real and which is the past anymore.

I need to start a journal soon.



Gonna stop this soon. I'm over it haha.