It's year 2010

A new year, a new blog, a new start.

I thought of revamping twilightofchandelier to something simpler, but i felt that even if i give it a new skin, the feeling is still the same. Stale, stagnant, boring, dusty, groggy (hehe). Because i was stuck in this situation where i seem to be lying to myself, even in my blog. It's supposed to be a place for me to let everything out, but the more i write, the more i hide things. So, yeah i'm hoping this time, i won't hold myself back.

jaekeyundermyskin.

Jae is for jaejoong, of course. The first korean celeb (weird to call him celeb, maybe singer or something) I've ever like.

Key is for, well, key. There's actually another reason of me liking key now, but it's really ridiculous and i don't see that person anymore so it doesn't really matter anyway. It's hard to keep the feeling when i only see him like few times a year. Anyway, Key's really adorable ♥.

Undermyskin is from mirotic. Nothing really special, just something i thought of only. No special meaning there.



Feel heaty now. I still want to write, so much to pour out. Have to continue tomorrow.




Something that I'd written on Jan 1.

I woke up, losing someone important.
I still remember our conversation, your expressions.
You felt so real, so warm to me.


Just so that I can remember this. I'm afraid of forgetting it.